Quarter’s over, back to feeling red rather than white. A change that’s fairly insignificant but the feelings I have experienced are reflective of a shift in how I am. We’re in the latter quarter of the year, and what’s coming to my mind is realizing that my first year of continue reading…

Well over a month without a post and I certainly have gone through some change. Hell, I started a whole new project and almost finished the production cycle on. Nothing kicks out the feeling of imposter syndrome greater than actually putting your whole self into a project and making something continue reading…

Considering the title of this one I suppose I can dive into my thoughts on it as a whole alongside some general comments and updates. Above all though, happy New Year! I do truly believe in my heart of hearts that this year will be much better than the previous continue reading…

Ah! The naming scheme is a bit strange but I like it for what it is. A comfortable length, much more than long enough for what I need as of now. I may have touched on it in the last post but things have been running dry in the ideas continue reading…

It’s almost time to go home for winter, and wrapping up this quarter has been enjoyable no doubt. Money again has come to the forefront of thought as per usual when Christmas approaches, and I begin to think about how wasteful it can be. It’s no life to live by continue reading…

One month can be a fairly significant amount of time, and I’m glad I finally feel like that again. Things are leaning towards normalcy and I’m all the better for it. I miss home at times, with the houses themselves as well as 377 and all it’s troubles. Big news continue reading…

Welcome to Chicago. I’m finally settled in and think that it’s a great time to start reflecting on how quickly things in life have felt normal again. The past two weeks were the slowest I’ve had in possibly two years, and that’s one of the most exciting aspects I’ve experienced continue reading…

I’m feeling a lot better than I did just a bit ago. I think I was being exaggeratory at certain points, but that’s the nature of mental states. I’ve done some thinking and some working, learned some lessons and had some interviews. When I reflected on these past few weeks continue reading…

The future seems so bright in so many ways, but the present is making me want to sleep for a very long time. I’m exhausted from doing nothing, and while that excitement for the future is there, I’m concerned about money and living up to my own expectations. Why couldn’t continue reading…

I just recently got back from a trip that practically will end up capping off my summer. While I still have about half of it left, now is the time for me to get back into prepping for college and looking forward. I’m slightly terrified, but in many ways this continue reading…